why

OK, so I find myself in a situation where I’m simultaneously wracked with doubts and insecurities and yet feel that I am the closest to finding my niche that I have ever been.

Actually, that’s not quite true. I think that in the past I’ve just sort of got on with what I was doing in the way that I did it and that was OK. It’s only now that I have to present myself to others; that I have to market myself; define myself, that it all starts to go a bit pear-shaped.

Or maybe it just looks pear-shaped from here.

Whatever. I just need somewhere to hold the parts of the jigsaw puzzle whilst I figure out what the picture is going to be. No. Wait. Do I want to kow what the picture is before I make it? Where’s the fun in that?

Let’s just put all the bits here for reference. When some of the bits fit together we can feel good about that and when they don’t we can just keep them to hand in case they are what’s needed later on.

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